I'm lost in my head

OMG SO MANY KEYSEOP MOMENTS. MY FEELS.

I hate feeling like this. I’m only 17, I don’t know why I am feeling so alone when I’m surrounded with wonderful and amazing friends. I guess, I just want to be in someone’s priorities; to not be the ‘back-up friend’ that I am so often. It’s such a dumb reason to feel depressed. I hate feeling sad and depressed for stupid reasons. And especially for petty ones. So many people have it so much worse in the world and I feel worse about feeling depressed.

I’m going to cry. Everyone was flawless. AND THEY ALL SANG. Omg.

I feel so pathetic because I want to talk to you all the time and I bet you never even think of me.